Wow. I contuinally impress myself with my ability to forget to write here. At least it wasn't a three-year gap this time, though.
I was just thinking about what to write about when it hit me: I have a problem with sticking to things. When I started this blog, I was so excited to write about things that interest and concern me, but I only have a handful of posts. I create things, like this blog, then toss them to the furthest corner of my mind, never to be seen again. After casually discarding ideas so flippantly I do actually feel slight remorse and anger at myself, but then I also forget to even feel these things. I had hoped that by this age I would have slightly more drive and will-power to actually pour my effort into a couple of sources, but I'm as scattered as ever.
And then I wonder if this is even a completely negative thing. People always say that getting experiences from lots of places is a positive thing. But then again, perhaps I'm just stretching myself too thinly. Surely having fewer experiences but of higher quality would be better?
I believe I've stated this before, but I need to start expressing myself more. I need to peel myself away from the comfort of passivity and minimal communication before I turn into a literal bag of flesh with no emotion; I already feel disastrously boring. And I swear to God, if I forget to write here again I will be so mad.
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